Tuesday, January 31, 2006

I'm Not In Love

Ok. Why do guys have the power to turn us girls into total emotional wrecks? I never thought I'd be the type to post lyrics of songs here, but, right now, I'm all fucked up and, as sappy as this song might be, it fits my situation perfectly... Haay... Defensive, in denial and all that shit...

I'm not in love, so don't forget it.
It's just a silly phase I'm going through.
And just because I call you up,
Don't get me wrong, don't think you've got it made.
I'm not in love, no no, it's because...

I like to see you, but then again,

that doesn't mean you mean that much to me.
So if I call you, don't make a fuss -
don't tell your friends about the two of us.
I'm not in love, no no, it's because...

I keep your picture upon the wall.
It hides a nasty stain that's lying there.
So don't you ask me to give it back.
I know you know it doesn't mean that much to me.
I'm not in love, no no, it's because...

Ooh, you'll wait a long time for me.

Ooh, you'll wait a long time.

I’m not in love
So don’t forget it
It’s just a silly phase I’m going through
And just because I call you up
Don’t get me wrong, don’t think you’ve got it made

I'm not in love, I'm not in love...



Monday, January 30, 2006

I Can't Sleep

It's weird... I'm really tired, but I can't sleep.

I was out with my family all day and I saw Underworld and Little Manhattan. I should be fast asleep by now, but, obviously, I'm wide awake....

I'm gonna regret this when I get up tomorrow morning. :(

Saturday, January 28, 2006

You Know What They Say: "When the Cat is Away..."

Well, in my case, it would be, "while the CATS ARE away..." Hehehe!


The partners are in Hong Kong for their annual "meeting," and they'll be gone till Monday! Woohoo! :D

It's not like I have anything planned, I just feel a lot less tense.

Don't get me wrong, they're really great. However, bosses are still bosses, no matter how you cut it. Hwehwehwe! :)

Friday, January 27, 2006

???

I have to finish something for work, but I just can't get myself to focus. I just wanna crawl back into bed. This is weird because I usually like waking up early.


Haay... Gotta get my ass back in gear...

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

The Bitch is Back

I'm a bitch and I know it...

I overheard this conversation at the gym , because the girl in this kwento was right beside me while I was doing pullovers.

girl to trainer: I wanna lose weight but I don't wanna gain muscle e...

I was tempted to tap her on the shoulder and say, "Hey, if that's what you want, you don't need to go to the gym. Just starve yourself, ok?"

Yeah, the bitch is back...

Just when I thought I was turning into a nice person!

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Another Great Weekend

Friday - I met up with some of my blockmates at National Sports Grill. Riot! I love you guys! :)

Saturday - Most tipid gimmick ever - poker night at a friend's house but, since I opted not to play, I didn't have to dish out any cash at all! Some of us just ended up chatting the night away, drinking rhum cokes, smoking, and occasionally standing up to check on how people at the poker table (a REAL one!) were doing. :)

Sunday - saw Narnia with my siblings. I agree that the book's better, BUT, being an extremely biased and subjective Narnia fan, I honestly think that the movie ROCKED! :)

Thursday, January 12, 2006

It sucks

What I don't like about having a blog is that if I wanna say something that might really hurt someone else, I can't talk about it here.

Argh!

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Maybe It WAS My Fault, BUT...

Someone (I have no idea who) scratched my entire passenger side with a key (or a coin).

Okay, it MIGHT have been my fault. I parked my car at the bank beside the gym, instead of asking the parking attendants to do it. Apparently, my sister tried that before, but she was warned that cars that were parked at that bank tended to get "messed up" (meaning windows and side mirrors would get broken and shit like that). I honestly didn't know. Besides, it was 7 in the fucking evening. Ano ba?! C'MON!

Sure, I probably shouldn't have parked there and, MAYBE, the bank's guard didn't do it, but I still think he's an ass because he should have stopped whoever did it! At the very least, he should have warned me!

Whoever you are... FUCK YOU!

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

we have internet again!

The office's main computer is working again.

Our internet is back!

I just learned how boring the office can get without internet.

I am relieved....

Thursday, January 05, 2006

You Know You're Having a Bad Morning When...

... you wake up in a state of pain (gym aftershock finally kicking in)

... you decide to wear white pants to work and, for the first time ever, you accidentally drop your OPEN tube of lipstick on your lap while driving to work (this has never happened before!)

... there's something wrong with your pc and you can't play any kind of music on it

AND IT'S NOT EVEN 9AM YET!

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Gym Rat

I finally went to the gym last night. The last time I went was sometime in early 2004. Hahaha! Loser!

For some strange reason, though, I expected to wake up to a lot of pain, especially since I felt so tired when I got home. Hmmm... I actually feel fine.

Oh well, I guess this means, I can go back tonight. :)

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

HAPPY 2006!

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Haay, my undergrad friends and I weren't able to meet up last Thursday. I ended up going to Podium with my siblings. Don't get me wrong, I like hanging out with my siblings. I'm just kinda sad about not seeing my undergrad friends. I haven't seen any of them since the Bar, which was way back in September. I really miss them... :(

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It was my tita's birthday last Friday. I spent the whole day at my lola's house because my 10 year-old brother wanted to play with the kids. I brought him home around dinner time so that I could meet up with my "adult" siblings and get ready to go out with the rest of the "adults" from my Mom's side of the family. We went to Jack's at the Fort. It's funny, I actually prefer going to places like Jack's (and/or Jill's) than Embassy. I guess I really am more laid-back than some of my friends. I've never been to Embassy, and, unless my friends tell me that they really wanna go there, I don't think I'll be hanging out there in the near future.

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My family spent New Year's Eve with my Dad's side of the family. We went after mass, so people weren't going crazy with the firecrackers yet. Lotsa booze, and food! My Dad got drunk. The fireworks were pretty and the firecrackers were loads of fun. Yey, sawa! :) Hehehe...

We have 2 New Year's Eve traditions in our family: (1) My dad insists that we all wear the shirts made from the same cloth (or, at the very least, are of the same color and shade) and we have to wear matching hats. We don't really have a choice about this. As silly as we might look, we've gotten used to it. This year, our matching outfits weren't that bad. Thank God! I hated last year's outfit; (2) After the fireworks and media noche we have the "pasabog." This, basically, consists of my tito, throwing coins and tightly folded/bunched up bills from his balcony, while we look like idiots scrambling for the money. It can get ugly, but, overall, it's a lot of fun. I was actually the big loser in my family, because I only got Php1,060.00. This is actually a fairly decent amount, but my cousin, the big winner, got over Php2000.00 and $100.00 (Canadian, not US, but still a big amount!) and my sister, the big winner amongst us siblings, got over Php3000.00 and $20.00 (Hong Kong, not US). Not bad, huh?

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We had New Year's lunch with my Mom's side of the family. We don't have any crazy traditions, but we always have tons of fun... and LOADS of beer. Hehehe... :D There are also a lot of kids, so things can get a bit...uhm...loud... Sometimes, I forget that when kids play they might fight, but they usually work things out in a matter of minutes. Hehehe. Riot!

By the time we got home for New Year's dinner with my Dad's side (again) all I was able to do was eat, drink some hot chocolate, smoke and lie down. I didn't even have the energy to socialize!


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Now that the holiday season is over, I can feel my body complaining about how much I abused it over the past few weeks. I start going to the gym tonight. Wish me luck... Ack!