Wednesday, March 19, 2008

my tita has stage 3 ovarian cancer that spread her abdomen...

i haven't seen her in almost 3 years...

she lives halfway around the world...

i wonder how my cousins are dealing with it...

i wonder how she's gonna deal with it after she recovers from her operation....

Sunday, March 16, 2008

kinda running on adrenaline




You Are Running on 63% Adrenaline



Your Adrenaline Level: Borderline Dangerous



You're running around so fast, you don't realize how quickly life is passing you by.

While you may be getting a lot done, you're on the go lifestyle is probably wearing you out.

Are You Running on Adrenaline?

hoping, not expecting

sometimes, i forget that there's a distinction between hoping and expecting.

recently, i almost crossed that line again. it took one of "my kids" to remember the difference.

thank god!

now, i can let myself hope, because this gives me something to look forward to.

at the same time, i can't let myself form any expectations, because this is the fastest route to pain and disappointment.

ugh... i have to stop over-analyzing things.

Monday, March 03, 2008

hmmm...

how do you let a guy know you're interested without giving away too much?

better yet: how do you know if HE's intersted?

yeah, i know. this is so juvenile!