Today....
I've been going out every night since Friday. Birthday parties... Movie... Inuman... Shopping... Dinner... Coffee... Parlor... All that stuff.Tonight is going to be different... Even if I do go out with my friends tonight, I know it won't feel like the past few gimiks.
Today, my friends take their oaths... After they sign the roll, they'll be lawyers...
I'm genuinely happy for and extremely proud of them...
Yet, at the same time, I feel sadness and envy chipping away at my pride and happiness...
Sadness - because I've been "left behind" and it really isn't anyone's fault...
Envy - because they get to go on with the rest of their lives, while I can't do that just yet...
I really wish I could be there, with them, this afternoon.
I love you guys... I'm proud of you...
Next year... Please, God.... Next year...
posted by ritz_therese @ 6:56 AM
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